More than a sparrow

Hiya babes, let me just tell you that you are amazing. You are a creation of GOD and He loves you more than you could know if you lived forever! The CMU audition went pretty well. It's all in God's hands and I can't do anything about it now. No more worrying. HA! lol, but whatever God wants to happen will happen, I did my best. Love you guys tons and tons and thanks so much for your prayers, I really felt them.
Luke 12:7
Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows."

Please pray

Kiddies, I have my Carnegie Mellon audition tomorrow (Sunday) morning. Please pray that I'll do my best and that I'll be in God's will. Love you guys so much!
Hebrews 12:2

Liar

There is the distinct possibility that I lied in the last post. Is it a Safe Way or a Super Fresh on Dulaney Valley next to Towson Mall? Nyah. Whichever.

Highlights

Hello my darling! Sorry it's been so long since my last update. Haha, I'm sure you all have been waiting anxiously to hear what's going on in my illustrious life. ::winks:: Bit of sarcasm there. Anywho, I'll run over some of the highlights since I last posted. Let's see... Nikki and I went to see The Wedding Date. ::grins:: We giggled through the whole movie. Nikki, I don't think I told you this but Ms Adriana knows the hott lead's mother. She and her husband go to see all of his movies. "It's a small world after all." I finally went climbing w/ Seth. So much fun! My muscles ached for the next week. I'm house sitting for a friend next week, and they have a bit of a climbing wall in the basement, so maybe I'll tone up a bit. ::laughs:: After climbing, my family went to a swing dance lesson in Towson. It was nice to learn the real way. I think I did something Saturday... oh, how could I have forgotten?! After ballet I was supposed to have rehearsal, but Todd was sick, so it got cancelled. Meredith, Warren, Dave, Meghan, and I decided it was stupid to just go home, so we went to Barnes and Nobles, Towson Mall, and... Super Fresh. ::laughs:: Much fun! Haha, Warren's aerials in the halls; Meghan's aerobics video; Meredith's demon book; Dave's subtitles for the people on the escalator. Such a fun day! Sunday was absolutely amazing! Some people from Grace Comm's youth group (CPR) joined us and taught us some songs and skits and Shock Wave was amazing. God was so tangible that night. It made me realize that my love for people is a longing for heaven. An eternity filled with people worshipping God and interacting the way we were created to. ::sighs:: Rehearsals have been going well. Valentine's wasn't a very good day. I had a fun voice lesson, but then rehearsal got cut short so I had nothing to do. I came home to a letter from Ithaca saying that I wasn't accepted. Not a surprise, but still scary. But then Daddy came home and brought me a dozen yellow roses, so that made everything better. He's wonderful. Tonight I'm going to Alex's eighteenth bday party. Much fun! I'm all dressed up right now. Just have to pull on the stilettos. ::winks:: A bunch of Les Mis/Loyola people are going to NY tomorrow to see The Producers. Aunt Tracy is having a dinner in VA tomorrow night, though, so I'm going down there for the family deal. I hope they have a great time! Maybe I'll call Dave on my way to ballet while they're on the bus. Mk, darling, have to put a final coat on my nails then run out the door (after they dry of course). ::blows a kiss:: All my love...
Colossians 1:17
"[Jesus] is before all things, and in Him all things hold together."

Lalala

I'm so stupid! I made that whole area to put links in (yll, ending w/ a preposition, gah) and then didn't link any of my other pages. Cha. I'll update later, kiddies. School/rehearsals/auditions/dance/life is killing me right now. TTYL!

Album

Hey kiddies, I've been putting together a photo album instead of doing homework. I'll add to it as time goes by. Check it out, fun stuff!

::grins::

Kids, I'm so blessed. How in the world do I allow myself to be depressed? Even when things like the break up w/ Shades or disagreements w/ mom happen, God has blessed my life so much. I don't understand. I haven't done anything, but He continues to give me friends like you and a life like this and opportunities like Royal Servants. He's given me so much. I'm so humbled by the love that you all have shown me. I hope that I can be there for you when you are in need. Why can't I always have this mindset? Kids, God is amazing. He's amazing if for no other reason than allowing me to have you in my life. You, my friend, have helped to shape my life. Isn't it amazing that we all interact with each other and are changed through these experiences? ::sighs:: I'm so happy for absolutely no reason right now. I was so worried that I'd be sad today because of thinking about last Friday, but I'm so peaceful right now. God is sufficient. Sufficient!!?? What am I saying??? That makes him sound like a crust of bread and sip of water. No. God is my all. When I don't rely on Him, I deprive myself of the sustenance that I need. I think that I'm putting other things in my life when I try to do things on my life, but really, I'm taking away from everything that God is offering my life. He has so many plans for your life, my darling. Won't you please listen for His guidance and see what He has in store? My heart is so full. You have my love...
Psalm 18:1
"I love You, O Lord, my strength."

Experiences

Hey kiddies! Just got back from climbing at Earthtreks. With that on top of ballet starting up again yesterday, I have officially realized how out of shape I am. I also hurt EVERYWHERE now. It's crazy, lol. It's pathetic actually. Haha. Climbing was a lot of fun, I'd never been there before, but hopefully I'll be going back. Seth keeps bugging me to come with him and now Davey's certified so he can belay me. I need to take the class so that I can return the favor. All in good time, I suppose. Les Mis rehearsals have been going well. Poor Ashley was so upset that her nuptial scheming didn't work out. ::grins:: I've been doing pretty well, kiddos. Thanks for your prayers, I can feel them. This morning I woke up really happy and hope filled cuz I had dreamed that everything was just a misunderstanding and that things were going back to how they were, but I'd dreamt it so close to waking up that I thought it was real. Then I realized that it was only a dream, so that was sad, but hey, c'est la vie. Jon called last night to check up on me. What a sweetheart. I got to talk to Matt too. Man, I miss my T-boys so much. And they're gonna move away. ::sniff:: Well, now I have an excuse to visit the Sunshine State. Mwahaha. Kidz, ya gotta check out this site, it's great: Clicky Maybe not "great" per se. It's amusing if you have nothing better to do. School started today. (I ran into Stacey in between classes. She said that while she was in Walmart the other day looking at hair dye, she prayed and said, "Dear God, you remember me, I'm Tamra's friend, please help me fix my hair, Amen." Silly girl thought she had to mention my name for Him to listen to her. Ahhhh, Stacey, I hope you realize someday how much God loves YOU.) English is gonna be fun I think, I've got the lady that's in charge of the Honors Dept as a prof, so it'll be hard, but good. I'm not sure about D & B. I think I'm gonna be pretty clueless. It was a lot of talk about neurotransmitters and psychopharmacology and all sorts of things that I can spell for you but only have a vague idea as to what the are. I thought prolly four times through the class that I should drop it, but every time I realized that it's good to expand knowledge and not just learn about things in one realm. What if I end up loving this? What if I decide to go into psychology and need it? If I drop it, I'll never know. Whereas, if I take it and hate it, at least I'll know that I hated it. Experiences are important. Even if they hurt. They shape who you are. I need to be careful not to avoid or regret experiences just because I think I could get hurt or embarassed. I do that too much. Maybe I'm too careful. Maybe I should live a little harder. I dunno. Anywho, I have to take care of the ponies and then the kiddies tomorrow morning, so I need to run. LE: twelve: U? Ulrich, ulcer, ultimate... U2, Uuuuuu... Oooo, I know. U, my reader. ::winks:: Let me take this opportunity to thank "u" for reading this. U don't really need to, and u are anyway. I appreciate that. It means that u either care about what's going on in my world or... u just have nothing better to do. ::grins:: Either way, thanks. A special thanks to those who were standing up for me in the chatterbox. I would like to know if the whole "ruined my life" thing is a prank, but it's good to know that my friends think well of me. Anyway, this is for "u", my dear. I pray that God will bless u beyond ur wildest dreams and keep u safe as u go through ur day. All my love...
Psalm 115:1
"Not to us, O Lord, not to us but to Your name be the glory because of Your love and faithfulness."