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Kids, I'm so blessed. How in the world do I allow myself to be depressed? Even when things like the break up w/ Shades or disagreements w/ mom happen, God has blessed my life so much. I don't understand. I haven't done anything, but He continues to give me friends like you and a life like this and opportunities like Royal Servants. He's given me so much. I'm so humbled by the love that you all have shown me. I hope that I can be there for you when you are in need. Why can't I always have this mindset? Kids, God is amazing. He's amazing if for no other reason than allowing me to have you in my life. You, my friend, have helped to shape my life. Isn't it amazing that we all interact with each other and are changed through these experiences? ::sighs:: I'm so happy for absolutely no reason right now. I was so worried that I'd be sad today because of thinking about last Friday, but I'm so peaceful right now. God is sufficient. Sufficient!!?? What am I saying??? That makes him sound like a crust of bread and sip of water. No. God is my all. When I don't rely on Him, I deprive myself of the sustenance that I need. I think that I'm putting other things in my life when I try to do things on my life, but really, I'm taking away from everything that God is offering my life. He has so many plans for your life, my darling. Won't you please listen for His guidance and see what He has in store? My heart is so full. You have my love...
Psalm 18:1
"I love You, O Lord, my strength."