How I long for you

Hey Kiddos,
  Yay, we got some new and exciting things in blogger like fonts 'n colors 'n stuff. :-) Maybe I'm a freak. Guess what? I've got Philippians 1:1-11 memorized. That's a lot of verses, gonna keep working on it though. Maybe someday I'll have all of Philippians. How awesome would that be? It's cool to have something to work on during the trail rides so that my brain doesn't fry. Please keep me in your prayers, personalities are conflicting at the ranch and I don't want to snap at anyone. Pray that God will give me His perspective. Eternal perspective. Seen from heaven's view, a couple of people ticking me off is not a big deal. The point is to love these kids and point them towards the truth. It's hard to try to follow after wisdom and it's so easy to be stupid. Life seems like such a big deal. It's more like pre-school though. I won't really start living til I get to heaven. The purpose of my life is to bring glory to God and point other souls to Him. I want to live for Him. Do you have any idea how much He loves you? Kids, I can't even... I want you to know Him so bad. This life hurts. I don't know how so many people go through their day to day lives without having God to rely on. I barely make it when I'm relying on my own strength instead of His, so I have no clue how people go their whole lives without Him. I've got to run, my dear, but know that I love you. Keeping the faith.
   Philippians 1:8-11
     "God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus. And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ - to the glory and praise of God."